The biggest enemy to the human spirit is consciousness of failure.Cause when failure is aware.The spirit will fall.

IHTP

I’m not drunk.
But I live a decadent Life.
and I won’t be awake
till i feel sober.

We all have our shortcomings.
But you keep coming back.
Just leave my things in a box.
And drop it by my door step.

The past that we had is gone.
but the scars you left are still strong.
You left no part of me uncut.
Everything was hurt a little too much.

I’m not sure if I may ever heal.
To this day my heart still bleeds.
We lead two different lives.
but yours still gets to me every time.

Vein.

I like looking into the mirror. Seemingly Straight into my face.
I see the arch of my brows and the curve of my lip.My wide forehead .The long lashes and double eye lids. The bridge of my nose too. I saw the points of my cheek and chin. You claim that I committed A sin.

But I don’t see the reflection, I see pass the mirror.
As much as the world around me goes through change, the comfort is the fact that my face will remain.

It might seem like I see my face. But I like to take the time to remind myself that I am only me, nothing more nor less.

Metacognition

The man’s ez-link caused the reader the beep ,orange and red. He couldn’t cared less and walked away.
Why didn’t he? Maybe it’s cause he is rushing off.

Rush is something we associate with singapore’s lifestyle.
After being once thrown into poverty where life goes slow, I now can feel the difference.

Why has the world become so fast paced.
Is globalization a cause to this fast paced society or is the fast paced society a contribution to globalization.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend – you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionall

A new..

Today A and H had a blast out with F.
Thats new.F? Is F the new V? If she is,then she has Big Shoes to fill…

xoxo
Gossip Guy.

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1. Afiq Got Tagged Twice.
2.Actually Thrice but got removed by someone *bitch* Lol.
3.Afiq is a bitch.
4.Afiq likes speaking in third person.
5.Afiq doesn’t wear fashion.He makes it! LOL
6.Afiq likes long strolls on a nude beach.
7.Afiq is very iritating.
8.Afiq is lying bout this.
9.Afiq finds crocs a pain to the eyes.
10.Afiq says, “Fashion over comfort”.(hence his skinniness)
11.Afiq likes people to think he is Bulimic.
12.Afiq is Joking.
13.Afiq would want to shave his hair once before NS.
14.Afiq isn’t looking forward to NS.
15.Afiq is keeping long hair as of now.
16.Afiqis an extremist.He goes to extremes.Can’t go one way, go the other.
17.Afiq is a freakshow on the GO.
18.Afiq wants to be an actor, singer, song writer.
19.Afiq dreams too much.
20.Afiq has to slim down.
21.Afiq is not skinny. He is just under privileged.
22.Afiq gets culture shocks at Hajah Maimunah Restaurant.
23.Afiq is photogenic.
24.Afiq has high self-esteem.
25.TOO high.

At 5

I just woke up.Feeling guilt ridden and in grief.The worst part is. I don’t know why.These feelings are stupid and Raw.
stoo-pid ; I’ve got no reason to feel this way.In fact i shouldn’t.
raw ; It is as it is.Unaltered,uninfluenced.

Maybe it’s because I didn’t put the sotong in the fridge.I’m always getting a cold front from my parents.I would have to say “I love you” only then would you here them saying the same thing.It’s sad.

Why am i so affected by the issue of love from my parents at 18? Looking back or at my photos rather, i seemed to have led a pretty satisfying childhood full of love etc.
Was there a traumatic event? Yet, I am affected.

My life sucked without you. – Kelly clarkson.
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you

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never name your child farid cause he’ll be full of shit.
never name your son nakip because there won’t be a word he keeps. never name your child ryhan cause he’ll be one damned son of a gun.Never name your son azizi cause duh it sounds girly.