too long too little.

April 30, 2008

Its been a long time since I’ve written a poem.
But i’ve been recording some songs.
I have yet to put them down on black and white.
I’m nervous bout hip hop later.
Should I even go?

ironed my chocolat formal top for tomorrow. I hurt my pinky.  It’s gonna be a painful ride tomorrow.
I know i may not keep in touch.But it doesn’t mean you guys do the same. To all those people i love,

Good Night.

Tekre diavivo doreje

April 29, 2008

starbucks seems to the best place to chill and i’m not joking.
It’s really cold i’m shivering as i type.
soo paiseh la.

I didn’t go to school today. A few reasons.twosome didn’t intend to show up.It’s Computing * no wonder *
and shushu wanted to meet me. I’ve really yet to have the VB experience. The suck-y VB experience.
Before meeting Shushu i had like lots of thoughts.

It wasn’t much of a day so i thought why not.But while texting in the bus i lose grip and hit this aunt on accident.*i’m soo lucky i was light. I can’t say much bout the laptop though* So then i thought again.Maybe skipping school may have its repercussions.

But i went along with skipping this forsaken school. lol.

P.s. Tomorrow formal wear.

Has Singapore theatre changed from 10 years ago?
Has local theatre adopted the much hyped alternative theatre?
What makes local theatre LOCAL?
Is it the play writers who determine whether a play is local or the audiences?

It melts my heart to see Artist like Tan Kheng Hua , Alfian saat , The dimsum dollies, Hossan Leong and many others doing their part to flourish the virtu of Singapore’s art scene.I am strongly moved by them. Every time i see them on tv or any other forms of new  media,I feel so touched to know they are doing what i would one day dream of doing.

I would love to be able to work with hossan leong or Tan Kheng Hua. OK i gtg to get ready to go.I’ll see all of you in a while.

I love local artist!

Too Early Morning

April 26, 2008

“I was shaking my ass in the streets this morning
Just walked in and it’s early morning”

mornings are great shared with my twosomes

ok Singapore.Beautiful country.Crappy people (apart from suarez/trent and twosome).Great food.
Now,shitty state of mind.Singapore is so hyped about it’s modernity and richness of culture.
But the society is in truth closed and blinded by money and things.It’s cultural richness is a joke.
part of the Malays and Chinese can’t speak much of their mother tongues.The young Malay community has ditched cultural values and subscribed to the lifestyles of the west.

“Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
Its such a beautiful thing–ka-ching!
Lots of diamond rings
The happiness it brings
You’ll live like a king
With lots of money and things”

Look at this amnesty international report on Singapore.
Singapore|Amnesty. Singapore is REALLY making an impression that IT IS a DEMOCRATIC country.
Pay attention to,

“Restrictions on free expression and assembly”

Please do watch the movie on youtube called “SINGAPORE REBEL“.It shows the true Singapore. Restricted,Closed.Other videos are like the banned Liberal talks by European Mp’s.

You should also look at

“Detention without charge or trial”

I support Chee Song Juan and admire what he is working for.( eh juan, my dad’s name lol)

REPEAL 377A

Like the message of the video.It’s not just a gay thing.

So dark the con of PAP
So sad the people of singapore.

IF we are not satisfied with the Singaporean government then we should just move.We cannot change the government or try to move them into accepting new ideas (this does not only apply to 377A but also to the rights of ‘freedom of speech’).What is it in Singapore that makes us remain here?The surroundings are ever changing.Many places have been commercialized.Lost were the sentimental values of the places we held important.what is it that Singapore has for us now?Singapore is a stepping stone for all of us to a greater purpose some where else.Singapore doesn’t have an identity.every thing is pseudo.from the culture to the people.but it’s easier said than done.

‘It’s all plastic’

PLEDGE

We, the citizens of Singapore,
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society
based on justice and equality
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.

Those in blue is what we have achieved and those in red is what we still have yet to see.

WordPressing from school.

I’ve been arriving in school like duper early.On Thursday, I was the first to enter class.

I was in the library yesterday. and borrowed some books

‘9 lives: 10 years of Singapore Theatre’ and ‘Journalism in Digital Media’

Ok Fun Siong didn’t come today

I’m KInda irritated.

Gonna go help LYd’s friend later.

MENTAL MASTURBATION

April 6, 2008

Nudity is not merely the act of getting naked but also opening up.

What you may see is a community divided.What we see is diversity.

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Naomi Campbell Goes Crazy.No i mean she just assaulted a policeman. She’s good.the story is one of her luggage was missing then,She got angry (so would I) and i guess she just let her anger out,The police are crap . They should understand her situation.It was probably a Chanel or a Fendi.

“Please be careful with that,My guns are in that Fendi.”

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Ok just for the record,I dont care what people say.I”ve grown up being so immune to the talks of the people and the barks of the bitches.I know i can be quite flamboyant but it’s not what i want.I think I have ben for quite sometime since primary school.So i have no idea who my influences were.I had no LGBT friends during primary school.So i think my parent’s just have to ask themselves that. Who were my influences that ffecting me to be who i am today.SO again . i don’t give a —-.

“I don’t give a *beep*
Keep looking at my
‘Cause it don’t mean a thang if you’re looking at my *beep*
I’m a do my thing while you’re playing with your “

These pass few days I’ve been getting attention from a few girls.Atiqah (DSS), Yani Sidek (RP) and Hariyani’s SIster.I’m not bragging or anything but it’s just that it feels so awkward.

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I can’t wait for school to start.

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I think i’m not suppose to be emo.Though i have been these pass few days.People always say i look my best smiling.Hence I assume/suppose that i was born to smile.Emo has never been an emotion i should of portrayed ever. So i must always smile “D.

“How Wonderful life is now you’re here”

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the first day in school was a blur.
Nahh it wasn’t but it ws boring and tiring.

I missed the days when Kelly Rowland Had red hair.
“No matter what I do, all i think about is you…”