BIT BY BIT.THATS JUST PART OF IT.

I just blogged about The thais’ and suddenly this turned up.

THAI LEADERS FACE PROTEST .

A lovers tiff in a transparent spoiled lift.

ends up with sex for everyone to see.

I love the thai language and food and culture.The thai are such curteous people and they are so cultural it shames me how I do not have culture pride.No matter how touch by modernity the thai are, they are able to remain traditional.As if there was a fusion.I’m cutrently watching a thai drama; Chocolate of the heart.Its real nice so far.Nce eye candy too.I LIVE ON THAI FOOD AND THAI’s milk tea.

WE PUT ON QUITE A SHOW

very decieving.I played Ahmad’s role.

KHILAF is over and it was GREAT.I got good response from my friends.I loved it.Even if i didn’t put up a good show, I am very much proud of myself seeing that i had no slip ups what not.

YAYe. I now have a social life! I miss me friends the most.

DreamSceneInMyHead.

“Some times , in the quest to salvage others, we sacrifice ourselves”:- effing sexy AFIQ

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.||. so tired of the bad behaviour of those closest to me     .||. says:
if you really wanna do me a favor, look deep inside yourself and resolve your own demons
.||. so tired of the bad behaviour of those closest to me     .||. says:
you can’t let them control your life for so long
.||.    so tired of the bad behaviour of those closest to me     .||. says:
just like how i can’t let depressing things in my life take control over me for long
Temptation makes us do things we don’t intend to share says:
will do

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A lot of times, the greatest motivation to help ourselves is in the hopes that it will benefit other people.
Primarily those closest to us.( I also learned that our sentences should only be 12 words long, anything after, the reader loses interest)

Certain Examples are

• A old anti smoking ad which touches on the harmful effects on the family
• Gambling and those who suffer from gambling are not the gamblers but their families
• And the anti-drug ad which was on a son who got into jail.But those suffering were his parents.

And now your mind is going wild thinking about how to help yourself.For a second, your thoughts paused and took a seat.One question,How would my healing lead to yours?

You should know that the demons you speak of are problems out of my control.And the reason why my emotions fluctuate like Janet Jackson’s weight is just cause.I can be lackadaisical at times but that doesn’t mean I am not me.

Do you notice that I am unable to provide reasoning for my troglodyte like attitude at times.Aan I know that at times I do let people get to me and let them enervate my spirit.

This is just a phase.I don’t know what else to say  Cause if in me you’re finding a cure.then well,you’re healed.

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I miss having dreams.I’ve never had it for a week now.I actualy have this event in my mind.I am just confused to whether it is a real event of a dream.

Losing the motivation to live. In Verbatim

Raihan actually said that. “It seems that you are losing motivation to live”.

I can’t deny that it seems that way.

Lets dive into the problems that I have been facing.

• passion turns to poison
• my mum
• an emptiness that last

There are actually lots of reasons why my head is like this. I betcha its nothing serious. It has come to a point where i curse my emotions.Like I’ll think about it then when I’m fed up by it I’ll swear at it. “FUck IT”

Ironically,
Today’s episode of C.S.I. Miami was about a Man whose victims were people who did not fully live life to the fullest and seize the day.They played this song and now i’m stuck on it.I hope my perkiness returns.

and another video to laugh and look at

Paris V.s. MCCain

YOu know you are an emotional eater when…

• Your cravings for cheese fries last more than a week.
• You want nachos & cheese to top that
• Every time you think of a problem, you drift to

1. muffins
2. cakes
3. cheesecakes
4. brownies
5. cookies
6. m&ms
7. anything decadent and has a principle ingredient of chocolate.

Dashboard Billboard Whiteboard Blackboard VERYBORED

currently listening to Holywood Undead – Bottle and a GUn.

NOw : Trey Songz ; Wonder Woman

I’m thinking of making videos

I notice a lot of Carrie Underwood’s videos are all about female issues and the troubles they go through.Carrie’s music takles and brings awareness to this issues and this is what i like about it.GO CARRIE UNDERWOOD.

Jesus takes the wheel :- A girl being independent

Before he cheats :- A strong girl

All american girl :- the whole strength of a woman.

Just a dream :- how not only the soldiers of america are affected by the war but their families as well.

Last name:- How girls are always being played out by certain skeeze balls

DON’T WANT IT WHEN I NEED IT.I WANT IT WHEN I DON’T

I’ve got everything i need.Everything i essentially wanted.But something’s missing.Somthing is not right.This hollowness occupies my ribcage leaving me breathless with tears.I don’t want to be in a relationship.I don’t feel like I want to.But somehow,weirdly the need is there.

Someone once said,”You could always be surrounded by your friends and family but still feel alone”.